NICKPARADE says:
and ok its just you said you were in a “very very good mood” and i was wondering whether something had happened already or summit
CAT. says:
something like what?
NICKPARADE says:
i dont know i was just wondering thats all
NICKPARADE says:
it seemed like something particular happened to make you rise above the circumstances etc
CAT. says:
naah nothing sorry
CAT. says:
but if you were referring to me getting off with someone then no as far as i’m aware i have no intention yet lol
NICKPARADE says:
no i didnt mean that specifically but if thats what you want….yanar lol
NICKPARADE says:
but you do say “yet” so dont think am tryin to stop you or anything btw
CAT. says:
lol
CAT. says:
right
YESSSSS HE FEELS INSECURE! GET IN!
i’m loooving this 
hahahhaha soz
but srsly, as much as i love him i feel happy and like he’s the one after me
tonight was just so good that i’m so ecstatic
i don’t need him anymore
which will probs change in like an hour
but i don’t care
this feeling is amazing
YAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAYYYYYYYYY!
it’s pouring it down outside
there’s something about heavy rain that i just love
despite it being 5 past midnight i just went and stood out there, in a vest top and jeans which i’m still wearing
it was weird, but just nice to stand there.
it’s a bugger how heavy rain is always during the night
i suppose the darkness makes it extra special
but it means going for walks is a bit of a pain
i really want to right now
i really want to go for a walk and escape everything
like they do on films
nick is starting to annoy me
i know this is attentioin seeking and self pitying
but yet again, i’ve done something for him that i did not enjoy
and has made me feel incredibly worse than i did before
i’m enjoying the feeling of not liking him
i hope it carries on further
i can’t handle this love business anymore
not with her around
her and her fucking ska
i hope her tongue tastes like wee,
that’s all i can say.
Lucy says:
all the stuff on her wall
Lucy says:
i had a wall like that like 3 years ago
Lucy says:
and it was better.
i love you lucy manners. you make me!
crap day. just crappity crap.
i guess the opening post needs to be interesting
but i don’t have an awful lot to say really,
it’s 23:48 and i’m watching prison break
well, i’ve already seen it but i wanted to watch season 3 soon
so started watching season 1 & 2 again
anyway
tomorrow i’m taking photos of georgia surfing and then i have dog training on the night
it’s the last holiday until the 6 weeks and jesus christ in comparison to last year this is a pile of wank
i hate lyf
