it’s pouring it down outside
there’s something about heavy rain that i just love
despite it being 5 past midnight i just went and stood out there, in a vest top and jeans which i’m still wearing
it was weird, but just nice to stand there.
it’s a bugger how heavy rain is always during the night
i suppose the darkness makes it extra special
but it means going for walks is a bit of a pain
i really want to right now
i really want to go for a walk and escape everything
like they do on films
nick is starting to annoy me
i know this is attentioin seeking and self pitying
but yet again, i’ve done something for him that i did not enjoy
and has made me feel incredibly worse than i did before
i’m enjoying the feeling of not liking him
i hope it carries on further
i can’t handle this love business anymore
not with her around
her and her fucking ska
i hope her tongue tastes like wee,
that’s all i can say.
Lucy says:
all the stuff on her wall
Lucy says:
i had a wall like that like 3 years ago
Lucy says:
and it was better.
i love you lucy manners. you make me!
crap day. just crappity crap.
Ohh to be young… I wouldn’t do it again, even if I knew then, what I know now. Your teen years are the best and worst time of your life. Nothing else compares.
I had a really long term boyfriend in highschool. Our relationship was quite turmoltious. He left me for someone else and it devastated me. I picked myself up by the bootstraps and was able to move on and it DROVE HIM INSANE that I didn’t “need” him anymore. Eventually he came crawling back, and I had the pleasure of telling him to stick it in his ass.
I know how hard it is to move on. How much it hurts. But don’t sacrifice YOU because it is so hard/hurts so much. This too shall pass, trust me. Been there, done that, got the shirt.
Hugs Sweetie and stay strong. You sound like you are on the right path
Comment by Saint Lover — May 29, 2008 @ 11:52 pm
lol your picture is stunningly gorg
nick is a right fool if you ask me :/ lol if you came down here all my male friends would be actually in love you cos your so lush!
Sorry to hear your feeling so shite
ive said it before haha but you know where i am if you need me 
i’m err just this way <— and DOWN! Hahaa, the layout is yummy too, love the colours tho it’s wierd cos i lovee bananas but i hate anything thats like banana smoothie/ice cream or banana flavoured etc – its so wierd.
anyway, byee hun xxx
Comment by itty — May 30, 2008 @ 1:21 pm