SOUTH SHIELDS!

i have had THE most amazing weekend in a long long time!
it was lucy’s birthday on thursday so we were all out down the park on friday night like it used to be
the group of people was just amazing, everyone got on so well
then me lucy sarah and nick trailed up to lucy’s at 12am like old times!
we then decorated nick with highlighter and stickers before nodding off to sleep
the next thing i know nick is lying stretched out on top of me and lucys bed is covered in green where he’s actually sweat the pen off haha

then me, nick, liam, joe and james got the hour long bus to south shields and met up with katie, lydia and hayley.
i absolutely loved it!



soz!

:D

NICKPARADE says:
and ok its just you said you were in a “very very good mood” and i was wondering whether something had happened already or summit
CAT. says:
something like what?
NICKPARADE says:
i dont know i was just wondering thats all
NICKPARADE says:
it seemed like something particular happened to make you rise above the circumstances etc
CAT. says:
naah nothing sorry
CAT. says:
but if you were referring to me getting off with someone then no as far as i’m aware i have no intention yet lol
NICKPARADE says:
no i didnt mean that specifically but if thats what you want….yanar lol
NICKPARADE says:
but you do say “yet” so dont think am tryin to stop you or anything btw
CAT. says:
lol
CAT. says:
right

YESSSSS HE FEELS INSECURE! GET IN!
i’m loooving this
hahahhaha soz
but srsly, as much as i love him i feel happy and like he’s the one after me
tonight was just so good that i’m so ecstatic
i don’t need him anymore
which will probs change in like an hour
but i don’t care
this feeling is amazing
YAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAYYYYYYYYY!

glorious feeling

it’s pouring it down outside
there’s something about heavy rain that i just love

despite it being 5 past midnight i just went and stood out there, in a vest top and jeans which i’m still wearing
it was weird, but just nice to stand there.
it’s a bugger how heavy rain is always during the night
i suppose the darkness makes it extra special
but it means going for walks is a bit of a pain

i really want to right now
i really want to go for a walk and escape everything
like they do on films

nick is starting to annoy me
i know this is attentioin seeking and self pitying
but yet again, i’ve done something for him that i did not enjoy
and has made me feel incredibly worse than i did before

i’m enjoying the feeling of not liking him
i hope it carries on further
i can’t handle this love business anymore
not with her around
her and her fucking ska
i hope her tongue tastes like wee,
that’s all i can say.

Lucy says:
all the stuff on her wall
Lucy says:
i had a wall like that like 3 years ago
Lucy says:
and it was better.

i love you lucy manners. you make me!

crap day. just crappity crap.

hiyerr

i guess the opening post needs to be interesting
but i don’t have an awful lot to say really,
it’s 23:48 and i’m watching prison break
well, i’ve already seen it but i wanted to watch season 3 soon
so started watching season 1 & 2 again
anyway

tomorrow i’m taking photos of georgia surfing and then i have dog training on the night
it’s the last holiday until the 6 weeks and jesus christ in comparison to last year this is a pile of wank

i hate lyf